tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14767533607421117382024-03-14T11:50:41.310+08:00Farris Sams Notesthis is where my heart can speakFarris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-60393552806099579532014-11-12T19:13:00.000+08:002014-11-12T19:13:03.659+08:00i dont know<div style="text-align: center;">
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">where am i heading?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I don't know..</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">why am i down on this road?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">getting <span style="font-size: large;">far</span> and <span style="font-size: large;">far</span> </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but never reach the point.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">what am i doing?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">why am I up for this thing?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">going <span style="font-size: large;">wrong</span> and <span style="font-size: large;">wrong</span></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but never make it right</span></i></div>
Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-71023686740384279432011-04-04T19:11:00.001+08:002011-04-04T19:11:46.807+08:00Mean<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22px;">You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me</span></div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">You, pickin' on the weaker man</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Well, you can take me down with just one single blow</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">But you don't know what you don't know</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday I'll be living in a big old city</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11pt;">Why </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">you</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">gotta be</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">so mean?</span></div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">I just wanna feel okay again</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And you don't know what you don't know</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday I'll be living in a big old city</div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22px;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</span></div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Why you gotta be so mean?</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">But all you are is mean</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">But someday I'll be living in a big old city</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Why you gotta be so mean?</div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">(Why you gotta be so mean?)</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">And all you're ever gonna be is mean</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">(Why you gotta be so mean?)</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;">(Why you gotta be so mean?)</div></span> <span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; line-height: normal;"><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 150%;">And all you're ever gonna be is </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: small; line-height: normal;"><span class="apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 150%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">mean</span></span></span></div></span> <!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">what have i done?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">i wish i could run</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">away from this ship going under</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">just trying to help</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">hurt everyone else</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">now i feel the weight of the world is</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">on my shoulders</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">what can you do </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">when your good isn't good enough</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">and all that you touch tumbles down</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">cause my best intentions </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">keep making a mess of things </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">just wanna fix it somehow</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">how many will it take for me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">to get it right</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">can i start again</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">with my faith shaken</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">cause i cant go back and undo this</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">i just have to stay</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">and face my mistakes</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">but if i get stronger and wiser</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">ill get through this</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">how many will it take for me</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">to get it right</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">so i throw up my fists</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">throw a punch in the air</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">and accept the truth </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">that sometimes life isn't fair</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">i'll send up a wish</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">i'll send up a prayer</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">then finally someone will see how much i care</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Real life is funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing in the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I’ve begun to fear than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moment we didn’t speak up. When we didn’t say ‘I love you’. When we should’ve said ‘I’m sorry’. When we didn’t stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">These songs are made up of words I didn’t say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man that I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them all back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you’ll regret more than one left unsaid are the ones you used to intentionally hurt someone. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you’ll stutter and you’ll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you’ll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying ‘I could’ve, but it’s too late now’. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel and you clearly know what you need to say, you’ll know it. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I don’t think you should wait. I think you should SPEAK NOW. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"> Taylor Swift "SPEAK NOW"</div></div>Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-38170292553363335442011-01-20T02:36:00.004+08:002011-01-22T07:16:47.428+08:00Holding My Words<div style="text-align: center;">people are talking </div><div style="text-align: center;">but i remain in silent</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">let the people talking</div><div style="text-align: center;">because you can never stop them</div><div style="text-align: center;">if you storm at them </div><div style="text-align: center;">the others are rumbling as well</div><div style="text-align: center;">there will be more people talking</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">silence doesn't mean you've lost of words</div><div style="text-align: center;">it doesn't even mean you're unable to speak up for yourself</div><div style="text-align: center;">doesn't mean you're afraid of saying as well</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">in fact my mouth if full of words</div><div style="text-align: center;">just waiting for the moment to explode</div><div style="text-align: center;">but in any situation<br />
you have to spend some time to think<br />
what you gonna say<br />
what would happen if you spill it out<br />
you have to see the pros and cons<br />
look at the goods and bads<br />
otherwise you will fool yourself<br />
or you may look like an idiot one day<br />
<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">there's a quote</div><div style="text-align: center;">'speak now or forever hold'</div><div style="text-align: center;">i choose hold</div><div style="text-align: center;">probably forever</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">because words are like knives and swords</div><div style="text-align: center;">that can hurt and kill<br />
other people or yourself</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">the truth can kill someone's trust </div><div style="text-align: center;">truth can hurt someones heart</div><div style="text-align: center;">i'm not a terrorist</div><div style="text-align: center;">not a killer or murderer </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">so let them speak</div><div style="text-align: center;">and i remain calm and patient</div><div style="text-align: center;">because we don't know what's ahead us</div><div style="text-align: center;">i believe that all good things</div><div style="text-align: center;">will come to those who wait</div><div style="text-align: center;">patience might be bitter</div><div style="text-align: center;">but its fruit is sweet</div><div style="text-align: center;">and i believe in this</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-19471755508767943302010-08-10T14:46:00.000+08:002010-08-10T14:46:09.860+08:00Proposal PresentationHello there...<br />
couple months i didn't write...<br />
what bringing me down here today is just to update this blog..<br />
imma telling bout yesterday...<br />
PRESENTATION for ma FYP' proposal...<br />
<br />
me was a 2nd presenter..<br />
for the day 1...<br />
i'd been scheduled to present at 8.30am<br />
just finished the proposal that morning...<br />
havent had enough sleep..<br />
cause i just got back the evening before that day..<br />
from Kudat..drove all the way from-to KK..<br />
such a tiring one..<br />
and i was finishing the slideshow after getting back..<br />
all night long i've stayed up..<br />
i was like crazy..<br />
just had an hour nap..<br />
<br />
the presentation day..<br />
really nervous..<br />
but i was pretty well speaking..<br />
somehow, it wasnt pretty good after that...<br />
they'd questioning my title which is not my title anymore..<br />
i'd change my title before the presentation..<br />
but on their list it written there the other title which the one not being corrected..<br />
the real title is GEOTHERMAL WATER EXPLORATION instead of <s>POTENTIAL of GEOTHERMAL</s><br />
the potential of geothermal sounds too big and difficult to do..<br />
so they asked me to change it..the real is i've already changed it...<br />
but i say nothing..just nodded my head... they ask me to change referring to the former title.. not the one i stated in the slide...<br />
and they questioned me how to know the temperature of the hot water...<br />
i said by using resistivity..<br />
they reply it is used to distinguish the rock formation..not to determine the temperature..<br />
i answered -by doing chemical analysis..<br />
that's it...but it's better to change the title, they suggests...<br />
in my head there's no use for arguing cause in this presentation, they trying to help and make it better..<br />
so that we can do some improvement..<br />
anyway i'll discuss with SV...mr Sahat..<br />
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argghh..it is boring huh..my writing...heee<br />
see u then...some other time...<br />
~~~Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-58129330606845743852010-05-03T16:44:00.007+08:002010-05-03T17:52:52.217+08:00GEOPHYSICS..hate turned into love...hey there....<br />
<br />
busy updating another blog, didn't get time to catch up here...hehehe<br />
<br />
today, i made a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">BIG</span> DECISION...<br />
i made a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">DIFFICULT</span> CHOICE....(hahaha..sgt ah...)<br />
i chose a <b>TOUGH</b> OPTION......<br />
<br />
i never think i would pick this...<br />
i never count on taking this...<br />
i never expect this would be my THESIS......<br />
<br />
uhhh....<br />
<br />
YESTERDAY....,<br />
i never think about this..<br />
what to choose...<br />
what the best to me...<br />
what suits me....<br />
cuz in my mind,<br />
i just rely on todays decision...<br />
i just berserah je la...<br />
cuz i dont have any course that im good at...<br />
so, i would take any leftover thesis....huhu<br />
<br />
so, i just wanna wake up....<br />
and go to SST....<br />
then go through the list tajuk given...<br />
and pick one....<br />
then go home with big smile cam kambing...<br />
<br />
TODAY........<br />
im about to choose miss Hennie's course which is rock mechanic - microfabric bla bla3x...<br />
urghh...wats dat...hahaha..apa la dia merepek tuh...<br />
then, dengan penuh KEYAKINAN i walked towards En Sahat's room...<br />
and excitedly without knocking terus pulas tombol pintu tuh...<br />
then baru teringat nak ketuk...<br />
<br />
yakin la aku masuk dgn Hanis....<br />
<br />
He gave some briefing bout this thesis...<br />
and i just hmmm....owhhh....hu-uh...yeah...and of course with my educated fully of understanding face...<br />
tell you what...i know NOTHING....hahax<br />
<br />
IT IS <s>GEOPHYSICS</s> dude.....!!!<br />
<br />
what can i say.....<br />
always late to be in lecture...<br />
no interest in any of his lecture....<br />
bad is i just attend half out of all his lectures ( i guess...perhapes more..)<br />
plus, didnt seat for 2nd test....<br />
ish3x.....<br />
<br />
NOW.....here i am...<br />
going to do thesis on this thing...<br />
im dying answering Geophysics final paper...<br />
i almost gave up on doing the assignments (copy , paste , submit )<br />
and now....i am doing GEOPHYSICS's THESIS....<br />
but im looking forward doing this...<br />
i know it is tough but it is for the best..<br />
even some say its easy..<br />
whatsoever...i still think it is not..<br />
<br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">REASONS for choosing GEOPHYSICS:</span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">1. i want to learn more...instead of completing thesis, in the meantime, im learning...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">2. geophysics needs practical, so this is it...in lecture, no practical, theres only theories...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">3. eventhough im running away from geophysics as far as i can, it keeps chasing me...as far as i go...as long as i live...i need geophysics...its a part of me now...(if im doing GEOLOGY for my life...)...cuz i realize, geophysics is important for a GEOLOGIST...i dont know in what way...but it is REALLY IMPORTANT....</span><br />
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wow.....<br />
did i just say that....huh...<br />
MANTAP....<br />
luv u MR. SAHAT....hehehe<br />
<br />
so, later guys....Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-14888153198364923272010-04-29T20:59:00.002+08:002010-05-03T17:09:54.936+08:00Do You Think I Believe Itdo u think i believe it...<br />
when u say ur ok with it but ur not<br />
<br />
do u think i beleive it..<br />
when u tell me u wont tell anyone, eventually u tell everyone..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u say u perfectly honest to me, anyhow ur not<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u convince me u wont say it, yet u say it again and again...<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u assure me u never do it again, after all u do it over and over..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u say u dont mind wat im doing but u do mind...<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u tell me u do all those thing just for nothing, despite there is something behind all ur doings..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u say u gonna change, but the truth is u would never change..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u persuade me u ll keep it to urself, sooner u share with someone else..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u say u really need me, but u cut me off now and then..<br />
<br />
do u think i believe it..<br />
when u tell me u really SORRY....but u ARE NOT actually...<br />
<br />
<br />
DO YOU THINK I BELIEVE YOU .....????!!!!!<br />
no....i <s>DON'T</s>.....<br />
<br />
*post ini tiada kena mengena antara yang hidup atau yang mati.....<br />
i wrote in peace....hehehehe<br />
do you believe me....hahahahah...fikir2kan...<br />
<br />
with luv........<b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Farris Sams</span></i></b>.......Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-67820649596019060492010-04-28T17:46:00.002+08:002010-05-03T17:08:23.737+08:00KEMARAHAN BERTERUSAN....im about to be ok since yesterday...<br />
got shocked with some unbehaviored people....<br />
n then u...u suddenly mad at me...its fine..its not really bother me though..ill be fine in time... my thought that i wake up dis mornin (noon actually) to see a bright shiny sun with a hope dat yesterdays bad things wud fade away...n ill be fine..it does go away actually...im fine..n i was gonna say smthing to u...pretend dat nothing happened...<br />
but now...., u said this one lil' word that made me feel so uurrgghh...!!!<br />
i already told u to not to..but u just did it..n u realized that..<br />
im sick of it..sick of u...huh....<br />
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ohh..for sure, that U its not u MRBlog...hahah...<br />
thnx 4 listening..kikiki...daa~~Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-7059003698229537122010-04-27T22:54:00.001+08:002010-05-03T17:05:06.870+08:00EDUCATED and UNEDUCATED persons.hey..just got back from ENJOYING my time at 1B....but i feel tempered with these ANNOYING PEOPLE who really dont hv manners, not educated, dont appreciate passengers....HUH...its really annoying...<br />
aRGGGggHHHHhhh.......<br />
<br />
heres the story<br />
<br />
td after enjot main pool kat 1B ktorg balik la...pgi naik bas mini a.k.a VAN BURUK SIAL...ktorg tggu dlm bas tu a while..then kami nmpak bas lain (mmg btul2 bas)..,drop passengers kat situ..kmi decide utk naik bas tuh..kmi kluar dari bas mini tu..., pgi masuk bas yg lagi satu..bas tu just turunkan org, then jalan...BAS MINI ni plak, nak tggu smpi pnuh...baru nak jalan...kami nak cepat, dat y kami naik bas lagi sat tuh...then PEKERJA (~konduktor) bas mini tuh suruh kami kuar dri bas tuh, masuk balik dlm van(bas mini)...kmi cakap kmi nak cepat...dorg bilang, klu dah naik bas dorg xleh trun naik bas lain dah...dats THE RULE....orait la....fine...kmi bertindak waras dan bersikap memahami dan bertoleransi...kami turun dri bas tuh, naik balik masuk VAN SIAL tuh...then kami tggu la smpai bas mini tu bergerak...ok la, bas tuh gerak dalam jam 9.45pm...DRIVER ni drive sgt laju, menggunakan jalan sebelah kanan.....sgt BODOH...camna la dia nak drop org klu dia jln sebelah kanan jalan, sbb nak drop org sebelah kiri...pastu, ada org nak turun dia xdgr..., dah terlajak...time kami nak turun plak...dia berenti jauh dari yg spatutnya....orait..aku boleh trima...NOT A BIG DEAL...then member ak dah byr DRIVER ni before kuar..then, ak plak nak byr...ak tnya dia...brapa lgi?..dia xjwb...ak tnya lgi...itu brapa suda?(smbil tnjuk duit yg kat tgn dia)..dia xjwb...tiba2 dia ckp smthing...n i dont really got, wat dat UNEDUCATED DRIVER said..it sounds like dis..'lenkali klu dah naik......(undefined).......jgn naik...!!!!' i just dont get wat dis DEMON said...nak bercakap pon xpandai...dia bcakap dgn nada yg marah dan mybe ada mcm neves....then ak yg still pegang duit nih respond...."uh...????"(blur)....then dia ckp...,lg 1ringgit...!!!(marah dan rampas duit dari tangan ak....), then trus pcut blah....haishhh....apakah......?????<br />
inilah KEBODOHAN MANUSIA YANG TIDAK BERPENDIDIKAN, TIDAK BERADAB, TIDAK BERTAMADUN, TIDAK TAHU MENGHARGAI PENUMPANG tp, nak bekerja dgn org awam.......<br />
<br />
orait...<br />
<br />
1. kami admit, mmg salah kami yang kuar dari VAN BURUK tuh (mgkin mengganggu periuk nasi dia dia)<br />
tp, kami ada hak sbg pengguna utk naik mana2...HAK PENGGUNA...lgipun xpernah kami sign aggreement klu naik bas dia, xboleh dah kluar utk naik bas lain...tp atas dasar kemanusiaan...kami ikut ckp dia...coz we are educated persons...dats the WAY WE ACT...<br />
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2. wats the matter...kami dah naik bas dorg..ok la..napa nak besar2kan...elok2 la sikit bcakap dgn org awam aka pelanggan...xpayah la nak jdi nak jdi BENGAP....dah la MARAH...MERAMPAS DUIT dri tngan ak plak tuh...NO MANNERS.....mak bapak xajar ke..ooo..mybe dorg ajar tp, dah bengap sgt sgt kan...mak bapak po dipijak kepala...tak pon mak bapak pon 2x5 je...BODOH punya org...<br />
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3. klu ak nih seorang yang panas baran, kaki gaduh, or suka belasah....mmg ak dah belasah dah..xdapat belasah pon, kasi pecah cermin van tu pon jadila...tp nasib baikla ak ni ORANG EDUCATED, mak bapak ajar GOOD MANNERS....ak dengar je la...klu dah bercakap dgn ORANG BODOH ni.., camna pun..nak cakap benda tinggi2 pon bukannya dia faham...BIARLAA.....dengar je la...huh.............<br />
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thanx MR Blog..., coz sudi dgr...hehehehhe....daa~~C U soon....Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-43511036933590768762010-04-19T01:28:00.000+08:002010-04-19T01:28:56.632+08:00STUCK...!!!!woow..its been months i didnt see u MRBlog...huh...its not bcoz i dont want to, not bcoz i hate to share things here... of cos i do.. a lot to say..so much words to spill out here...but, i just dun noe how to restart again since my last post..dun noe where to begin...hahaa..funny huh..<br />
so...,whats brought me here today, in the middle of the night....is..i am STUCK....!!!! my head is pounding..my eyes dazing..and my mind keeps puzzling of ooohh wtf is this....huh..i cant take it anymore...got geophysics paper tmrow..but im still not finish reading..it is just too much to read and too lil time in which to read it..erghhh..hate myself...<br />
uhh..gotta cont reading, so that i hv smthg to write tomorow...<br />
later MRBlog...Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1476753360742111738.post-67302302471925801432009-11-04T02:00:00.001+08:002009-11-10T17:28:45.961+08:00MR BLOG~~~always by my side~~~<span style="color: #ffffcc;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">i dont know why..i got really tired...i already took a long sleep this evening, yet i still feel tired + sleepy now..huh...my eyes getting red, itchy when i open the book(sedimentology)...i have to study cuz it's a lot to...i afraid i couldnt manage to finish it...if it is so, ive to gamble while seating for the paper this coming monday lah..huh....<br />
no no no...i cant let it happen...<br />
but i couldnt study..i dont have the mood to study...when i open the book..,flipping sheet by sheet...read a word, then turn another page, read one other word...then....,my eyes feel really tired...huh...and i just stare at the book the rest of the time....<br />
<br />
instead of sitting down and doing nothing and just staring at the book like it telling me something, better i sit here..in front of you...haha(i mean my blog la)<br />
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wow...im feeling good now...no wonder my friend always told me before, you've to blogging...i told him im not gonna do blogging ever...never ever be my part of life activities...but...here i am...<br />
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im tellin you what..i kinda bored typing or writing...hate doing those things...it takes me a week to finish an essay..really hate to write...plus...,i kinda slow in typing thing...haha...(no wonder la)...but...i ve always got something to tell...got something to share....(a lot actually)...but i dont know who can really listen to me...who can really take what i wanna share...i dont hv anyone who can really sits beside me and listen what i gonna say, what i gotta tell...even i got a lot of friends and some best friends, im not sure whether they are willing to listen to me...(actually i kinda shy to tell in person my feeling, my probs though..). eventhough, i got someone to tell to, i cant..i dont know..i hv bunches of things inside my head...a lot of words in my mouth...but i coudnt even spill it...all this while, i just monologuing alone..(lol)<br />
after been thinkin a while bout my friend said (almost a year though), so, here.....the person that can really listen to me,hear my words, the person that can take what i wanna share is you...MR BLOG..<br />
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the thing im telling you just now is what makes me change my mind...from not blogging ever...to blogging ever after..haha..not ever after la..maybe until im tired of blogging i guess...<br />
im not feeling tired anymore now...so, o guess i should stop here...and continue 'staring' at my book again... haha...its nice to be here...see you so soon MR BLOG...<br />
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</span>Farris Samshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12960768181981722090noreply@blogger.com1