Real life is funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing in the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I’ve begun to fear than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moment we didn’t speak up. When we didn’t say ‘I love you’. When we should’ve said ‘I’m sorry’. When we didn’t stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
These songs are made up of words I didn’t say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man that I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them all back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you’ll regret more than one left unsaid are the ones you used to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you’ll stutter and you’ll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you’ll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying ‘I could’ve, but it’s too late now’.
There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel and you clearly know what you need to say, you’ll know it.
I don’t think you should wait. I think you should SPEAK NOW.
it doesn't even mean you're unable to speak up for yourself
doesn't mean you're afraid of saying as well
in fact my mouth if full of words
just waiting for the moment to explode
but in any situation
you have to spend some time to think
what you gonna say
what would happen if you spill it out
you have to see the pros and cons
look at the goods and bads
otherwise you will fool yourself
or you may look like an idiot one day
couple months i didn't write...
what bringing me down here today is just to update this blog..
imma telling bout yesterday...
PRESENTATION for ma FYP' proposal...
me was a 2nd presenter..
for the day 1...
i'd been scheduled to present at 8.30am
just finished the proposal that morning...
havent had enough sleep..
cause i just got back the evening before that day..
from Kudat..drove all the way from-to KK..
such a tiring one..
and i was finishing the slideshow after getting back..
all night long i've stayed up..
i was like crazy..
just had an hour nap..
the presentation day..
but i was pretty well speaking..
somehow, it wasnt pretty good after that...
they'd questioning my title which is not my title anymore..
i'd change my title before the presentation..
but on their list it written there the other title which the one not being corrected..
the real title is GEOTHERMAL WATER EXPLORATION instead of POTENTIAL of GEOTHERMAL
the potential of geothermal sounds too big and difficult to do..
so they asked me to change it..the real is i've already changed it...
but i say nothing..just nodded my head... they ask me to change referring to the former title.. not the one i stated in the slide...
and they questioned me how to know the temperature of the hot water...
i said by using resistivity..
they reply it is used to distinguish the rock formation..not to determine the temperature..
i answered -by doing chemical analysis..
that's it...but it's better to change the title, they suggests...
in my head there's no use for arguing cause in this presentation, they trying to help and make it better..
so that we can do some improvement..
anyway i'll discuss with SV...mr Sahat..
argghh..it is boring huh..my writing...heee
see u then...some other time...