MR BLOG~~~always by my side~~~

i dont know why..i got really tired...i already took a long sleep this evening, yet i still feel tired + sleepy now..huh...my eyes getting red, itchy when i open the book(sedimentology)...i have to study cuz it's a lot to...i afraid i couldnt manage to finish it...if it is so, ive to gamble while seating for the paper this coming monday lah..huh....
no no no...i cant let it happen...
but i couldnt study..i dont have the mood to study...when i open the book..,flipping sheet by sheet...read a word, then turn another page, read one other word...then....,my eyes feel really tired...huh...and i just stare at the book the rest of the time....

instead of sitting down and doing nothing and just staring at the book like it telling me something, better i sit here..in front of you...haha(i mean my blog la)

wow...im feeling good now...no wonder my friend always told me before, you've to blogging...i told him im not gonna do blogging ever...never ever be my part of life activities...but...here i am...

im tellin you what..i kinda bored typing or writing...hate doing those things...it takes me a week to finish an essay..really hate to write...plus...,i kinda slow in typing thing...haha...(no wonder la)...but...i ve always got something to tell...got something to share....(a lot actually)...but i dont know who can really listen to me...who can really take what i wanna share...i dont hv anyone who can really sits beside me and listen what i gonna say, what i gotta tell...even i got a lot of friends and some best friends, im not sure whether they are willing to listen to me...(actually i kinda shy to tell in person my feeling, my probs though..). eventhough, i got someone to tell to, i cant..i dont know..i hv bunches of things inside my head...a lot of words in my mouth...but i coudnt even spill it...all this while, i just monologuing alone..(lol)
after been thinkin a while bout my friend said (almost a year though), so, here.....the person that can really listen to me,hear my words, the person that can take what i wanna share is you...MR BLOG..

the thing im telling you just now is what makes me change my mind...from not blogging ever...to blogging ever after..haha..not ever after la..maybe until im tired of blogging i guess...
im not feeling tired anymore now...so, o guess i should stop here...and continue 'staring' at my book again... haha...its nice to be here...see you so soon MR BLOG...