Holding My Words

people are talking 

but i remain in silent

let the people talking

because you can never stop them

if you storm at them 

the others are rumbling as well

there will be more people talking

silence doesn't mean you've lost of words

it doesn't even mean you're unable to speak up for yourself

doesn't mean you're afraid of saying as well

in fact my mouth if full of words

just waiting for the moment to explode

but in any situation
you have to spend some time to think
what you gonna say
what would happen if you spill it out
you have to see the pros and cons
look at the goods and bads
otherwise you will fool yourself
or you may look like an idiot one day

there's a quote

'speak now or forever hold'

i choose hold

probably forever

because words are like knives and swords

that can hurt and kill
other people or yourself

the truth can kill someone's trust 

truth can hurt someones heart

i'm not a terrorist

not a killer or murderer 

so let them speak

and i remain calm and patient

because we don't know what's ahead us

i believe that all good things

will come to those who wait

patience might be bitter

but its fruit is sweet

and i believe in this